If...

If I can do the best,
everything will change...
If it is same as wat i expect,
it's good...
If that is not the fact,
it's the best for me~If everything never happend,
I'll not as lonely as now =(

Why??

Everyone can do it, but I fail to make it =(
down down down...
I always act strong,
but i'm not tat strong...
i hope i can be strong,
and face the fact~