Thanks God~

Thanks god for letting me know this news by today.. Today was the last day of year 2011.. Luckily I'm not know the news on the very first day of 2012..
Today I found out something that I won't expected..
This matter make me a bit down lol
Idk why I got such crazy feeling, I think .......
Btw wish u happy always =')

If...

If I can do the best,
everything will change...
If it is same as wat i expect,
it's good...
If that is not the fact,
it's the best for me~If everything never happend,
I'll not as lonely as now =(

Why??

Everyone can do it, but I fail to make it =(
down down down...
I always act strong,
but i'm not tat strong...
i hope i can be strong,
and face the fact~

=(

晴天霹雳的一天。。。
今天成绩放榜，
但让我失望了～
从那天起，
我的心情根本没有好过～
T^T

Updated my bloggie~

wa~ super long time dint come and update my bloggie dy =(

i have many thg 2 write bt i'm so lazy >.<"

and da time longer and longer make me forget all the thg i wanna to write dy~

so bad =.=

everytime when i come here alomost wanna write about sad thg =(

haiz ...

i hate tat feeling  make me moody~

i have a number of frd~ 

bt feels tat they treat me not good as well~

i also considering,confusing whether we shud b jz simple frd last 4 longer time or

really can be best frd 4ever~ 

i really sad when u all treat me like tis

bt i have ntg 2 choose~ 

i jz can keep quite...and said ntg =(

bt tat time really make me feel sad deeply...

and hard 2 breath~

i really dunno wat should i do????

i always try 2 dun thk 2 much

and forget those thg as soon as possible..

sumtime  my patience is exhausting...

really wanna say it out hw i feels~

I'm always like tat, ppl treat me like tis~ 

... haiz...

Sad

心情好坏哦～伤心透了～

今天被人讨论了～

极度讨厌那种感觉！

不知道是我想太多还是。。。

今天老师分成绩～

不是很理想。。。

自然而然的，

成绩单里的不会好到哪里去～

结果就被我后面一堆的男生。。。

讨论！

更让我气的是他们原本不知道是谁，

他们竟然一一把它找出来！

气死我了！！！

好像变了～

我们好像开始变了。。。

不再是以前的我们了～

我曾经怀疑过我自己，

会不会是我多心了？？

可是事实好想告诉我不是我多心，

而那是事实！！！

我多么希望那不是真实的一面，

我宁可希望是我多心了。。。

在他们之中我永远都是最后才知道某件事的那个人。。。

甚至好复杂哦，连我也不知道要真么说了～

这字的颜色仿佛是我的心情，灰灰，暗暗的。。。

天啊！最近的我到底怎么了啊？？？

我自己也开始搞不懂我自己了～

我好混乱～觉得好复杂。。。